hate is such a strong word

i have officially decided that i hate everyone (excluding certain people) and cannot wait until i leave this hell hole. in doing so i can bury that which is my past, so all who know me be prepared to march to your graves so that you can be submerged in so many hundred thousand kilometers of dirt and sea etc etc... well hows that for a downer moment? my problem is that i can never seem to forget people and its really starting to irk me because there are just so fucking many of them.

TTFN*mock salute*
LBL

*shifty eyes*

Im so over it!

Conversation

Mwa Mwa Mwaaa... Im back *clucks tongue* sorry my bunnies i've been away for so long, but life isn't very interesting at the moment. I've stopped talking to people i know, and somehow have managed to drag a few strangers up from the past. People you've never met always appear much more interesting, wouldn't you agree? I guess its probably because getting to know them is so much fun. *clucks tongue* im so bored... i need another stimulating conversationalist to keep me entertained, if not so i can use the texts that i've got wasting away. 20$ a grand total of 4000 texts a month, getting flushed down the toilet when such money can be put to better use. anyway... i dano lol im off to go find that conversation, maybe there is something on bebo haha bubi.

TTFN*mock salute*
LBL

Motive

Let me ask you something, do i honestly look like i give a flying rats ass at the moment about what your bloody problem is? so for all those fucking bastards out there, for all of whom i have some very selective words, take a hint, FUCK OFF! god your a male too so you can take the hint as-well! For once i would really fucking like it if my motives weren't questioned. it is always, why? why? why? why? tell me! why wont you tell me?! ITS BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO! or you know what? i really just dont know therefore there is no reason! and it is because of these two reasons that, people just dont seem to grasp, they decide to get shitty and fuck off, and then shock fucking horror-its my fault! shall i hammer that point home?! ITS ALWAYS MY FUCKING FAULT. no never mind if alice is dead on her feet or there has been some fuck up in her life, she has motives to be an evil conniving bitch so its her fault, of course it is... im a user apparently too, so we'll just add that to the bottom of the impossibly long list that i already have, like i said i have 'motives.'...ok how the fuck does someone come up with that kind of bullshit? if someone has evidence im willing to surrender to that part of my list but if not im holding firm.

Ok ok ok so the positives? Um...anything? nope? nothing!