Train

I've been really cut deep and it hurts, I dont know how to react. I feel almost used in a sense but i know that its my fault, as it always is... As you go through life you start on a train moving from carrige to carrige meeting people and socialising, there are those who you say good bye to as they disembark, there are those who take the journey with you, and then there are those who you leave behind, or rather they leave you behind as you journey on. I have to wonder what it is that makes us seek out companions who will leave us behind or vice versa... Are we really an entity that thrives on the pain of starvation. You can never forget those whom you encounter. You alway bare their mark.

TTFN*mock salute*
LBL

Grandad? Kennith

i am meeting my grandfather on my mothers side right now, for the first time in 17 and a half years... i want to rudely ask what it is that he really wants and expects. neither my cousin nor i are very impressed either way, hence why i happen to be writing this instead of trying to play happy families. i dont tolerate the grand parents i have met, i highly doubt my view will change for a man to took off long before i was born. its a load of bullshit as far as im concerned, and he shall forever remain a stranger to me. which is actually quite sad when you think about it...

TTFN*mock salute*
LBL