How to Cope

k then lets see...I want to tare my hair out and scream for all its worth, im seriously not coping here. Ok well my mind might be because its spouting soothing bullshit that allows me to make things seem ok I suppose, (HAHAHA clue people this is my new phrase I use to subtly say NO IM NOT ALRIGHT!) haha and what’s worse I just realized that my boyfriend is a royal fucking prick who doesn’t listen to me and just wants to get into my pants, -but we never spend any time together, *que time alone* Alice can I ask for a favour. - NO! Alright get a clue I don’t want to suck your god damned dick, although I would like to go to sleep and never wake up, but can I do that? Nooo! So anyway lets go through all who affect my life in order of those who annoy me the most.

1. Fucking prick lets not talk about him right now.

2. K they are a great person to have an argument with, when they are on your side, but other then that its like going head to head with a dragon and I only just realized this. I think it maybe due to the fact that they always clash with number one on a regular bases, and they say that opposites don’t attract. I swear to god though, im sick and so fucking tyred of listening to them ramble on about who they hate now and why, for fucks sake get a life as not everyone like to have horrible things so bluntly pointed out to them.

3. Back stabber anyone? This person is a truly great person, when you’re with the rest of the group, but when you get them on their own they really are two faced. It probably doesn’t help that they are bi and likes to weird everyone out with comments. Deep down they really are just searching for companionship.

4. This person likes to make my life really complicated at the moment but we shall keep this information for another time shall we? Can’t risk a confrontation.

5. And 6. Are non-existent at the moment, as they have completely abandoned me! One is ditching me for Auckland where the other has emersed themself in drugs. God that’s going to be a big problem to come to terms with and fix. Friends forever what bull shit...

7. This person is a nutty tart and I don’t really have a lot to say except that im glad to have met them, they are a great laugh.

8. Can you say old flame? I'm so happy that I’ve managed to pull my head out of my ass in order to talk to them again. I missed them heaps and now that I have their voice of reason back im happier then I’ve been in a while. Their protectiveness of me is a comfort and I truly welcome it like a drug...note to self must be careful as all areas are off limits!

9. Final person, what can I say but one word. SAVIOUR! LOVE YOU LOTS...-im here for you too! -

AN-Only certain people should take into account what is written here.