Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Balance

i've never really thought that life was easy, you had to fight in order to survive and in todays society that means working. i could dive into a forty plus hour a week job and not complain, because as far as i knew it was survival. but when it comes to survival of any other kind i feel myself struggling to over come it. throw me something, anything, will i take it on the chin? or will i let it hit me below the belt? i can answer that, sometimes, for those who do not know, but there are some of you who can answer that question on your own. you know me to well... it is usually these people who try to test the limit, they know better yet they choose the other path, because they know it hurts. maybe im just weak, i wouldn't know, i dont see myself how others see me. i can say that everyone has a limit to the pain they can endure, i know that i haven't reached mine but that doesn't mean to say i havnt seen it. enduring your suffering can either make you stronger or it can ware you down, i just haven't figured out which yet...
balance is the middle ground, with out it there is only chaos.

TTFN*mock salute*
LBL

1 comment:

daughter-of-christ said...

"enduring your suffering can either make you stronger or it can ware you down" - im not sure about you as i do not know you that well, but for me i dont endure my suffering, i let it hit me... hard, and i get hurt and i usually break down, but then i get back up again and wait for the next blast to throw my off my feet. suffering wares me down only to make me stronger and ready to fight the next battle. Stand strong, somehow i think i know you can do that. Hang in there, you are your own survival guide. :)